my missing puzzle piece

For a long time, my life had this huge void in it. I tried to fill that void with so many different things, In so many different ways, because that emptiness was destroying me and who I was. Nothing made me feel whole, I just felt so empty inside, I felf alone, I felt like no body cared, about the struggels I was facing. I felt like the whole world was against me, and that God didn't love me. I was surrounded by nothing but negative things. I searched and searched, for ways to make my life seem like it was actually worth something, but I could never seem to find was I was looking for. recently I decided hmm what do I have to lose, So I started to seek God more then ever. Reading my bible, Praying, Worshiping hours at a time......... It wasn't until this past Sunday I was in church, and something was just like, It's okay to let go, and worship God freeley, And for the first time, I actually worshiped God with out holding back, with out worrying what others where thinking, with out worrying about well I sure hope no one prays for me, cause If you know me, then you know that I never was really into that hole letting people pray over me deal. But this time, I didn't care, this time, it was just me and God at that moment, And for the first time, in a long time, That void wasn't there, I felt complete, I felt satisfied...... IT FELT AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!